What Entrepreneurs Can Learn from My Grandmother's Hands
Three minutes before the investor call, a founder sits in a parked car rehearsing numbers that haven't changed since the last rejection. The jaw is tight, the breath shallow and high in the chest. When the call connects and the investor's video freezes for a second, the founder's whole body braces, as if the frozen screen were a verdict. The pitch goes fine. The bracing doesn't leave for hours. Is this just nerves before a big ask, or something older and more automatic running the show, something the mind didn't choose and can't simply talk down?
The whole book, compressed
This edition works through 4 core lessons — take them one at a time, not all at once.
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The core lessons, applied to you
The body's memory behind the hustle
Resmaa Menakem's central claim in My Grandmother's Hands is that trauma is stored and transmitted in the body, not only the mind, and can pass down across generations and communities. For a founder, some of what shows up as "founder anxiety" may be older than the business itself, shaped by family history, not manufactured by this quarter's cash flow. The book makes this argument most forcefully about the specific, sustained trauma of racialized violence in American history, arguing bodies carry that history forward. A founder's stress isn't the same weight or scale, but the underlying mechanism, a body remembering and reacting, is worth taking seriously rather than dismissed as mindset.
Comparing ordinary business stress to historical, collective trauma risks flattening a much larger and more specific harm into a metaphor.
Before assuming a reaction is "just this deal," ask silently whether the intensity matches the actual stakes in the room.
Reading bracing as data, not a defect
When a founder notices clenched shoulders before a hard conversation, or numbness after a layoff decision, the instinct is often self-criticism: I should be tougher, I shouldn't feel this. Menakem's framing suggests the opposite: these are protective nervous-system responses doing their job, not proof of weakness or unsuitability for leadership. The body braced because bracing has, at some point, helped someone survive something. Recognizing that doesn't excuse poor decisions made under activation, but it changes the internal conversation from shame to information.
This reframe can become an excuse to avoid addressing a genuinely harmful pattern of reactivity toward a team.
Name the sensation out loud or in a note, "my chest is tight right now," before deciding what it means.
A one-minute reset before the room
Founders can learn simple, body-based settling practices for moments before or after high-stakes conversations: a slower exhale than inhale, feet flat on the floor, a hand on the sternum. These aren't productivity hacks; they signal safety to a nervous system mid-alarm, so the next decision comes from a steadier place.
Thirty seconds of breathing will not resolve a real structural business problem, and shouldn't be mistaken for one.
Try five slow breaths, exhale longer than inhale, before opening the next difficult email.
Beyond solo grit
The book insists individual regulation is necessary but not sufficient, that healing also requires community, honest relationship, and acknowledgment of shared history. For founders, no amount of personal breathwork substitutes for a founder community, an honest cofounder relationship, or a culture that admits the toll this work takes rather than glamorizing exhaustion as commitment.
There's real tension between honoring bracing as valid protection and wanting to settle it quickly so a pitch goes well. Treating every activated moment as data to sit with can stall a founder needing to walk into a room in five minutes; treating it only as something to override can suppress a signal worth heeding later. Holding both means using quick settling practices to function now, while still returning later, privately, to listen to what the activation pointed toward.
Name one thing, honestly
- Where does my body brace before there's real evidence of danger? - Am I treating constant activation as a personality trait rather than something I could settle? - Who in my founder community could I be honest with, instead of carrying this alone?
Good. Now look back at the "Try this" line under whichever lesson feels most connected to what you just wrote, and treat that as this week's actual assignment — not all 4 at once.
The practices from this edition
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Run this for seven days
Try five slow breaths, exhale longer than inhale, before opening the next difficult email.